Monday, June 14, 2010

How much do I love Journey?

Music overload: my Journey immersion weekend

This post is clearly not for everyone—those of you who think Journey sucks can just move on to the next blog entry

A month or so the subject of my weekend music immersion session was Anita Baker the songstress whose 1986 album Rapture I wore out, then a cassette, and I have at least two CDs. Spent a weekend playing it (and the other Baker CDs I have—up to Rhythm of Love) listening on headphones, on the stereo, in the car, etc. It’s always a therapeutic trip in my personal wayback machine.

And so it was this weekend that I immersed myself in the work one of my favorite rock bands, Journey. At 46 years old, that means I was enjoying the golden, OMG-gifted pipes of Steve Perry. The group was most recently in the news because the show Glee resurrected “Don’t Stop Believin’” for a new generation. A couple of years earlier the tune made headlines because of its use in the finale of The Sopranos. I haven’t seen either, btw.

My decision to do a personal Journey marathon was pretty accidental, since I sometimes surf YouTube to look for videos of groups from the past. I happened upon the video for Lights/Stay Awhile from Live in Houston 1981: The Escape Tour (1981). The moment I saw the crystal clear images of Steve Perry’s stage presence and heard The Voice it was like being swept into a time warp. He was blessed with an amazing instrument. I’m glad this moment in time was captured so well; the concert’s simplicity in today’s age of over-produced, um, crap, didn’t go unnoticed in reviews of the 2005 release of the DVD.
Filmed by a four month-old MTV and just days into the band’s first number one album Escape, Journey is at their peak. The recent addition of FM-friendly keyboardist/co-songwriter Jonathan Cain (fresh from the Babys) proved to be the final addition that the constantly changing concept band would need to crash both radio and retail charts. The concert DVD shows rows of fans in the same red-sleeved concert jerseys getting their fill of the hits “Don’t Stop Believin’,” “Stone in Love,” “Who’s Crying Now,” “Open Arms,” “Anyway You Want It,” “Wheel In The Sky,” and “Lights.” Stage-wise, there is very little in terms of visual style with the exception of a few rows of gel lights to move with the music and a pair of spotlights that move with unlikely idols Steve Perry and Neal Schon.
 The hairs stood up on my neck as I watched Perry effortlessly hit every note with all the passion and emotion I remember and more from the vinyl, since it was live concert. To hit those high notes with such power night after night on a tour—this is a high octane catalog to deliver on—is an incredible feat, but Perry had the goods. It’s almost an impossible bar to clear. More on that later. The above-mentioned Amazon review neglected to mention “Lovin’ Touchin’ Squeezin’”—that video is also simply fantastic. Anyway, you can tell that I was instantly smitten all over again and surfed around for more live videos (let’s just say Journey’s MTV video history is prone to induce laughter). I focused on what I guess is now considered “classic” Journey (the Perry years), since the group has, since Steve Perry left, been in various states of trying to preserve the legacy of his monstrously popular back catalog alive to this day. Those are the years I listened to the band. Not only listening to the music this weekend, I surfed around to bring myself up to date on the evolution of Journey over the years. It has been interesting, to say the least, particularly with the changes in lead vocalists since SP, who left briefly in 1994 after success as a solo act (see Street Talk’s “Oh Sherrie” and the wonderful “Foolish Heart”). He returned briefly in 1995, then left for good (let’s do the short version) after he injured his hip in a hiking accident and put off hip replacement surgery longer than the band was willing or able to wait for Perry. There’s a lot of back and after-story about this, but you can read more about that… Backstories One of the documents that really gets deep into the history and ups and downs of the band to the near-present day is by Ross Muir at The Journey Zone. It’s a long e-book and good grief, talk about band drama. Not as in sex, drugs and R&R, but a good deal of insight into band politics, business decisions and treatment of the lead singers, including Perry. I didn’t even know about this scandal.
In December 2006, Ross Muir burst onto the Journey scene with a blistering and hard-hitting commentary on Journey’s lip-syncing fiasco, including a lengthy exposition on the history of the band and later developments. Since then, Muir has followed up on his initial entry with a regular series of addendae, charting the Journey with lead singers Jeff Scott Soto and Arnel Pineda, with insights that continue to rock the Journey community.
It’s a fascinating read. The lip-syncing fiasco refers to events during the tenure of Perry’s initial replacement, the ill-fated, but talented Steve Augeri who came on in 1998 and was with the band for eight years. For those well-versed in the Journey catalog, it’s hard to imagine how Neal Schon was going to find any vocalist who handle the vocal intensity or emotive talents of Perry. Just the stress on the vocal cords for a man singing in the countertenor range at acetylene torch levels has to be punishing.  And apparently that’s what happened to Augeri, who, fairly early into his tenure was blowing himself out vocally. Muir’s book asserts (with pretty convincing evidence) that Journey basically did a Milli Vanilli, using pre-recorded vocals to assist Augeri for quite some time before he finally was dropped in the middle of a tour with Def Leppard in July 2006. In fact, you can catch a painful video of Augeri’s last Journey concert that shows just how damaged his voice was (he has since recovered and has a solo album out this year). Journey’s other members, including Schon, have denied the lip-sync story multiple times, though there’s a heck of a lot of smoke in Muir’s piece. Jeff Scott Soto from Talisman, a friend of Schon’s, picked up the pieces and stepped in to finish the tour as frontman (video); he has a wonderful voice and delivered, but he suffered from the “sounds nothing like Steve Perry” syndrome, and he was kicked to the curb in less than a year. That brings us to… Arnel Pineda, the dream, the voice, the fan racism…and success I was so involved in the political races of 2007 and 2008 to notice the fairy tale discovery by Neal Schon of Filipino cover band lead singer Arnel Pineda. Schon, left with a band without a lead singer and The Sopranos ending featuring “Don’t Stop Believin’” and no way to capitalize on it, scoured YouTube looking at tribute bands and found one of The Zoo, featuring Pineda, belting out Faithfully. Belting out is no lie; you can tell, even in the rough video, he’s projecting to the back of the room effortlessly. Pineda’s story is inspirational—going from being homeless in the Philippines, to bar bands to recording with and touring with Journey. But as always, sadly coming to America can have a price (read Muir’s piece for more) since we all know our seemingly intractable racism had to rear its ugly head.
When he was hired over a singer from a Journey cover band, he also had to learn to deal with an undercurrent of racism among some Journey fans. 
“When there were rumors about me joining Journey, there was a lot of that,” Pineda told me. “One of the worst things I read on a fan messageboard said that Journey is an all-American band and it should stay like that. But I don’t care. I just say, ‘Hey, grow up.’”
In this era of globalization, having a non American fronting a classic American band like Journey is an invigorating development that gives the band a new look and the possibility of expanding its fan base among Filipinos and Asians. 
“We’ve become a world band,” Cain said. “We’re international now. We’re not about one color.”
If that’s the worst thing Pineda has seen, he hasn’t checked YouTube comments. I swear to god, I’ve not seen so much filth – more than one idiot called him a “dancing monkey,” others “mongoloid”. Jesus. It’s bad enough there’s enough negativity for him to deal with in terms of 1) recreating the Perry sound without making it a clone; 2) having the vocal chops to handle that difficult songbook; 3) hitting the road in America and dealing with preserving his voice, 4) the media attention, and 5) fitting in with the band. Our country is sick. Apparently professional lightning can strike twice as the album Pineda recorded on short notice when joining, Revelation, went platinum and the subsequent tour, with Heart and Cheap Trick grossed over $35M. That album also included Pineda versions of Journey’s better known songs (another matter with a backstory in Muir’s book). In 2009 the group released Journey: Live In Manila, which was the first time Pineda had returned to his homeland as part of Journey. I happened to catch a truncated version of this on VH1 Classics last week. Of course as a big Steve Perry fan, I was skeptical about (and fearful for) Pineda as I would any new frontman for Journey, so I decided that I’d devote as much time this weekend watching and listening to the latest incarnation of the band; this Manila concert gave me an opportunity to do so. I was blown away. Arnel Pineda soared. At 42 years old he was a dynamo looking 20 years younger, running, leaping and commanding all parts of the stage—and hitting those Perry notes (and more), particularly on the fast tempo, harder rocking tunes—I thought he was going to blow the roof on “Separate Ways.”    No doubt buoyed by performing at home, he didn’t hold back and, as Steve Perry did with Journey in that 1981 Houston concert that was filmed for us to enjoy today, no matter how long Pineda remains the frontman for this band, his talent and energy have now been immortalized on video, captured in this moment for another Journey generation—around the world—to discover as well. Surfing around, there are plenty of hardcore Journey fans who will accept nothing less than the Steve Perry-fronted Journey, some hoping for his return (not likely). I think they fail to realize it’s not 1981, and that Steve Perry voice doesn’t exist anymore, you can’t wind the clock back and recapture that lightning in a bottle, and they should get a grip and stop dismissing Arnel Pineda. Pop in your classic CDs/DVDs and enjoy the gifts SP has given us. Clearly Schon and Co. would not have selected him, particularly with the new positive—growing a fan base in the east, and the negative —now dealing with the color-aroused ignorance in some of its existing fan base. It’s an intriguing and challenging time for this iconic band – preserving its performance of the Perry material is essential as is delivering new material that can become part of the permanent back catalog.  I would love to hear some new music from Steve Perry, simply because I’m sure his voice, with age, can still deliver ballads in his lower, raspier register that are equally wonderful. It would be great to hear from him again if only for his emotive style that has yet to be matched by his successors. So I’ve wrapped up my immersion Journey tour for the weekend; I’ve put a few songs on my Droid phone to listen to when I need a fix of old and new. It’s all good. Now that this is out of my system (save for Wheel in the Sky getting stuck in my head on Sat) I wonder what my next immersion musical artist from my past will be? * Live in Houston 1981: The Escape Tour (1981) * Journey: Live In Manila (2009) * Steve Perry Online * Arnel Pineda Official Web Site

The usual disclaimer: it’s an unusual break from political banter, so if this off-theme Journey post doesn’t interest you, there’s the regular brew of new content on the Blend to consume….Also, for the “No Perry, No Journey” crowd – let it go. This is not the place to stir up that argument.

I’m back in NC after a whirlwind (tiring) weekend of fun in NYC. I subjected my wife Kate to my Journey obsession and convinced her to go up to see the J-Boys perform on live TV. Journey is one of the acts appearing on the Toyota Concert Series on the Today Show, held each Friday this summer, in the plaza outside the Today studio at 30 Rock. As a die-hard fan, I wanted to get as close to the stage as possible, and both Today and the Journey fan site were offering VIP passes. I entered both lotteries and won 2 passes from the fan site, so I was stoked. The weather on Thursday was great, but when we walked outside at 4:45 AM on Friday, it was a downpour with wind to boot! Blogmistress bad luck. Kate and I made our way to the VIP line, which still had a number of equally die-hard fans there patiently waiting to get access to the plaza at 30 Rock. And we waited…and waited. Got drenched…but at around 6:15 AM, the NBC rep came out and gave us our fan passes to wear in, and around 6:30 they let us in. Kate and I ended up about 4-6 people back from the stage — really good viewing if you were taller than my hobbitty 5’3″. If I held my arms high and used my zoom, I could see very well. That came in handy later for pix/vid. The crappy rain at 4:30 AM; but the fans were chipper; right: the band came out to rehearse a bit while the tarp was still up. As the rain tapered off, there was hope that all would go off well; the NBC folks and roadies did set up and the sound check. And the band (guitarist and founder Neal Schon, current lead singer Arnel Pineda, keyboardist Jonathan Cain, bassist Ross Valory, and drummer Deen Castronovo), came onstage to check things out. Based on a conversation I had with a woman in front of me, the standard practice at this concert series on Today is that all the acts rehearse a few tunes around 7:30 (not on air, but for the fans), and in the 8:30 half-hour, Matt Lauer, Ann Curry and Al Roker come out for the live performance and interview. Below is the rehearsal performance of Don’t Stop Believing that I taped, it didn’t air. A note: the group had just played a concert the night before, hopped on a plane to NYC to do this gig — as I said, starting at 7:30 AM. They also did the rocking City of Hope from the latest CD, Eclipse (link is to my vid), as well as an instrumental of Faithfully (Arnel needed to save his voice to hit those notes live; the crowd sang instead). Arnel turned in an incredible performance despite little sleep and no decent time to rest his voice; the Journey catalog is notoriously difficult on the pipes. From my pix:
  The talented tenor hit all of his notes (I held my breath!), but it was clear that the current tour (some of these gigs involve 3 concerts in 3 days) is a tour of attrition – the power rock vox I heard in Vegas needs more than a couple of hours of sleep, but they still kicked it. I cross my fingers for AP. Arnel’s stagecraft was spot-on as usual. Casual Journey fans, like Kate, were bowled over by this concert (she’s an Arnel believer now), and my fellow Plokkers (fans from the AP web site; Gigi and Coley) were there to represent with a sign and did get on camera. Kate and I can also be spotted in a few shots (I’m in this screen cap below, via Jeremy Hooper).
 
 When we went live, the band performed: Don’t Stop Believing, Faithfully (viewers voted for this one, I voted for Separate Ways), Any Way You Want It, and from the latest CD, Eclipse, the rocking City of Hope. Interestingly, the band did 2 takes of DSB; I’m not sure if they used parts of each take for the West Coast airing, or whether Journey wanted a redo; both takes were good. I would have loved to hear more from the new album, but most of the folks in the audience want to hear songs the band calls “the dirty dozen” — the greatest hits. While on the air, the group also received an award commemorating “Don’t Stop Believing” as the most popular single of the 20th century, no small accomplishment. Related: * Journey’s new CD, Eclipse: a group revitalized, energized and rocking hard * Blogmistress heaven: five new songs from ‘Eclipse’ debut in throw-down set by Journey in Vegas

Blogmistress heaven: five new songs from 'Eclipse' debut in throw-down set by Journey in Vegas
The usual disclaimer: it’s an unusual break from political banter, so if this off-theme Journey post doesn’t interest you, there’s the regular brew of new content on the Blend to consume…



Let’s just say that I’ll be right up front when Journey comes to North Carolina in August (and go to a couple of other cities).
The concert was THAT good. Of course most fans would say that, but the energy Journey has playing live has always far surpassed its studio output, and this is absolutely the case. This was my first in-person concert, though I’ve been a fan since the late 70s. Sitting in a third row seat with a fellow friend who flew 24 hours from Japan to see this show at Planet Hollywood – Las Vegas, it was almost beyond belief to be that close to the band. And she’s seen Journey 20 times, the majority of the concents with legendary frontman Steve Perry. Sachi said she was blown away last night by Arnel’s performance.
As you can see by the photos (and I ended up with over 300+ fantastic shots), it was an incredible view. All of the guys in the band looked fit and road-ready; it’s going to be a looong tour into next year. There’s nothing like being able to make eye contact with Arnel Pineda, Neal Schon, Jonathan Cain and Ross Valory (sorry to say, I wish it were possible with drummer Deen Castronovo, who is a complete monster on the skins and has an angelic voice) while they jam to five completely new tunes that they debuted from the forthcoming “Eclipse” CD; it drops on May 24. (NOTE: See the setlist – and video of the five new songs – below the fold.)

In interviews prior to the concert, people were warned to expect a darker, heavier sound and theme to the new songs – and that’s quite true of Edge of Emotion, Resonate, City of Hope, Chain of Love, and Human Feel. However, fans won’t be disappointed –this is harder stuff, but it’s still melodic Journey at its core.
The good/phenomenal:

  • The concert was in standard tuning (E, vs. E-flat): Glory, be. This was huge for fans with the ear to discern the difference; the songs have much more vitality when not played a half-step down. The big downside is that on a two year tour, it’s almost certain the band will drop to E flat to preserve Arnel’s voice.


  • All of the new songs kick ass. And despite songs with longer running times than the average single, my pick that is the most radio-friendly and sure hit — if it gets played by DJs — is Resonate. I can easily see Edge of Emotion and City of Hope charting well – there are a lot of album oriented rock (AOR) fans that are hungry to hear this kind of music.

  • Arnel Pineda Rocks. There is no doubt. Any naysayers at this point have to give props or they are just holding serious personal grudges, and not judging talent. Arnel’s pipes are married to the new material and to Neal Schon’s harder licks on the new tracks. And props to him for being so generous to fans – I actually got a chance to speak on the phone to him after the concert.

  • The fans rock: I was welcomed into the loyal online Journey fanbase fold prior to the concert. Many thanks for your kindness, enthusiasm and sharing your stories.

  • Deen Castronovo gets to go wild on some of these new tracks. LOVE IT, Deeno.

  • Good mix of old and new(er) tunes: A few songs from Revelation got a workout, thankfully, and the monster hits from the past are there.

  • The seats and the venue. Um, yeah. There’s no going back once you’ve been up front to see the band. The Planet Hollywood venue is not ginormous, and the acoustics were great.

  • The volume: Mercifully, I didn’t need earplugs, even though Journey rocked hard. The reason that I can report this is because the opening act, Night Ranger, prompted me to put in the plugs that Kate, my personal audiologist and spouse, told me to bring to Vegas. Rocking hard doesn’t have to be painful. Thank you, Journey.
The not-so-good (though these are subjective, of course):

  • Stage setup: Pretty spare, spartan; other fans seated further back said the lighting was excellent; when you’re up close, that’s not quite as apparent.

  • Not enough Deen: While he gets ample time to show off his dazzling work on the skins, he only had 2 lead vocals – Mother, Father and Keep On Runnin’; Still They Ride was dropped. And the other obvious downside is he’s behind the kit the whole time, so it’s hard to see him when he’s singing.

  • If you came for ballads, you’ll be disappointed: Aside from the must-plays – Open Arms and Faithfully, the soft stuff has been packed away in favor of the rockers. I like both, and generally the harder stuff is played is even heavier live. BTW, one song missing that rocks hard and was missed dearly — “One More” from Trial by Fire — that would have been a great addition to this set.

  • Don’t Stop Believing. I love this song, but it’s been way played out. Also, the new coda was not as dynamic as the one on the last tour, so I spent my time focusing on taking photos. I guess the Glee crowd has to be tossed this bone.
That’s it for now; I do have more to say, but I have to check out and catch a plane back to the real world in a few. I’m looking forward to the summer so I can catch the J-Boys again.
Slideshow:
More below the fold – including the setlist and videos of the new songs.
The setlist for Vegas (vid, via hardcore fan RipRokken):
Separate Ways

Edge of the Moment (new song)

Only the Young

Ask the Lonely

Never Walk Away

Send Her My Love
Resonate (new song):

Stone in Love

Keep on Running (Deen)

City of Hope (new song)

Lights

Open Arms

Chain of Love (new song)

Mother Father (Deen)

Escape

Guitar/Harmonica jamming – Neal/Jon

Wheel in the Sky

Human Feel (new song)

Be Good to Yourself

Faithfully

Don’t Stop Believing
Encore:

Anyway You Want It

Lovin’, Touchin’, Squeezin’

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

David Mixner names the 'Twenty Most Powerful Lesbians In American Politics'

OK. I'll only give you five full descriptions from his list; you can surf over to read about the rest. David Mixner's no stranger to power lists. The best-selling author, civil rights and AIDS activist, political strategist and former advisor to Bill Clinton was once named by Newsweek as the most powerful gay man in America.

With that in mind, here's how he conjured up his selections, meant for generating fun discussion.
Oh, this posting will be fun and sure to result in some debate. Often very powerful and influential political Lesbians are left off the usual national LGBT publications lists. No doubt many will question some of my choices and rankings. Others will question why a male is putting together such a list. You can have fun debating both of those points in the comments section.

To create this list, I eliminated anyone from the entertainment and sports community and focused totally on national politics and grassroots. So that leaves off such influential but not exclusively political heavy weights like Kate Clinton, Cynthia Nixon, Melissa Etheridge and Ellen DeGeneres. Some such as Nancy Sutley, who has a major position in the Obama team is lower in the list because she is not that active in LGBT issues or politics despite her powerful position.
Who do you think made the top 5? Oy, here you go...
1. Rachel Maddow: Who can argue with this influential and powerful commentator being number one? With her MSNBC perch, she reaches millions and doesn't shy away from being a Lesbian and covering LGBT stories. Her own journey is an amazing story and gives new definition to LGBT power.

2. Congresswomen Tammy Baldwin: Having been in Congress for a decade as an open Lesbian, she has developed a significant power base and respect in the United States House of Representatives. Representing Wisconsin's second district, she has become a close ally of Speaker Nancy Pelosi and is a major point person in the House on LGBT legislation.

3. Hilary Rosen: Without a doubt, one of the most powerful behind the scenes political power brokers in Washington, DC. Rosen's list of friends reads like a "who's who" in American politics both in Washington and the entertainment industry. As a television commentator, she has earned the respect of many in the nation's capital. Is there anyone she doesn't know?

4. Pam Spaulding: Charismatic, kind and powerful are the words to describe Pam Spaulding. Her site, Pam'sHouseBlend.com, has become one of the most well-read and influential blogs in America. Quick with breaking stories, unapologetically liberal and a champion of Transgender rights, she is known for her lack of patience in freedom for LGBT people. Her influence will only grow.

5. Randi Weingarten: As president of the American Federation of Teachers, she is the most powerful open LGBT person in American labor. She is known to be a fierce advocate for her members and fighting for LGBT rights in the American labor movement.
The rest of the top 20 makes me squirm uncomfortably because many of them certainly should rank higher than your blogmistress. And no, I didn't slip David some scratch; in fact we have yet to meet.

6. Speaker Christine Quinn
7. Mayor Annise Parker
8. Rea Carey
9. Urvashi Vaid
10. Dr. Marjorie Hill
11. Kerry Eleveld
12. Robin McGeehee
13. Torie Osborn
14. Nancy Sutley
15. Kate Kendall
16. Sheila Kuehl
17. Karen Ocamb
18. Elizabeth Birch
19. Lorri Jean
20. Coya Artichoker
And congratulations to David, btw, who will receive the Point Legend Award from The Point Foundation in NYC on Monday.
The Point Legend Award is presented to an individual who has, through the course of their lifetime, achieved greatness in their professional career and unapologetically supported the LGBT community. David Mixner has been a force within the LGBT community for many, many years. In celebrating 50 years of community organizing and volunteerism, Point is humbled that he’s graciously agreed to be recognized with the Point Legend Award. He continues to be a source of inspiration to society and more importantly, our youth. He is a shining example of the type of leaders Point scholars strive to be.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

My Durham News column: When do dogs get 2nd chance?

This month, I took on the subject of Michael Vick and his rehabilitation tour. He made a stop here to talk to at-risk youth. From his POV, it's to help kids learn that dogfighting can lead to your career crashing down on you. What it isn't about is restoring the reputation of a breed of dog Vick helped demonize as well as debase by shooting, electrocuting and beating to death for entertainment's sake.
Mr. Vick and many of the students he spoke to are receiving second chances to rebuild their lives with new skills and support. In Vick's case he was asked by the Humane Society of the United States to travel around the country to talk about the animal cruelty he engaged in - and how it has affected his life. His visit here in Durham touched many, including Bull City resident Jason McClairy, 19, who said he initially raised three pit bulls to fight, but after seeing the fate of Michael Vick, is now raising them as pets.

Those may be three lucky pit bulls.

...[I]n the wrong hands - like those of Mr. Vick and his cohorts - the pit bull became synonymous with unstable, anti-social, chained, aggressive dogs, bred solely for the ability to fight, maim, and kill. And that reputation led to fear and unnecessary breed-specific legislation.
I go on to compare the message of Vick's rehab tour to the work of Cesar Millan, who has done more to rehabilitate the image of the pit bull than Vick will ever do.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

An informal history and photo tour of "my Durham"

Ah, the weekend...time to slow down (particularly if you're snowed in, thankfully I'm not) to post about topics that aren't part of a news cycle.


While many people now know I'm not one of those "big city gays," I still find myself in conversations with blogtopia peers where they make an assumption that I must be writing out of DC or New York City since I'm a political blogger.

When I say I live in Durham, NC, a number of people have a vague notion that it's located in a relatively progressive area of the state, others don't know where it is or what it's like politically. Many assume I'm not a native of the South since I don't have a very noticeable accent (neither does my brother, we're not sure why).

Anyway, here are the thumbnail facts: I was born in the Bull City back in the stone age of 1963, and moved to New York, specifically first to Hollis, Queens (Run-DMC!) and later Bedford-Stuyvesant, Brooklyn. That was from 1976-1989. I returned to Durham in 1989 for the pace and quality of life -- all I need now is my civil equality (no small matter).

Sure, we could pack up and move to a Blue state where our Canadian marriage was recognized, but Kate (who hails from Birmingham, AL) and I love Durham, the people here, the interesting political environment, and the fact that we can live a pleasant existence in our progressive bubble as we work to make more of our state Blue and LGBT-friendly. Someone has to do it, we can't all leave the places that need more, even difficult work to move closer to equality.

LGBTs here have to move our lawmakers in the right direction by city and by county, letting people see we are neighbors, co-workers and members of the community. That's still a powerful cultural step of social change, particularly since decisions at the federal level will likely occur on issues like marriage before our legislature ever spines up.

Anyway, enough soapboxing...get on with the photos. I actually took these almost two years ago, as Kate and I decided to do a little Aunt Pam video tour of Durham for my nephew Mr. E., who doesn't know anything about the town his dad Tim grew up in.

More below the fold, including a little family history and photos around town.

 

Most of you probably don't know that the Spauldings have a rich political history in the life of the Bull City and NC, in electoral politics, education, business, and had an impact on the civil rights movement. See C.C. Spaulding here and here, Asa Spaulding, Sr., and Elna Spaulding). The latter are my late paternal grandparents; their papers are stored in the Duke special collections library.

Asa And Elna Spaulding Papers, 1930-1983. ca. 36,500 items
Nationally acclaimed and internationally recognized businessman, Asa T. Spaulding Sr. (1902-1990), was president of North Carolina Mutual Life Insurance Company--one of the premier black-owned financial concerns in the United States and a keystone among the institutions that established Durham as the "Black Wall Street" during the early decades of the twentieth century. Spaulding was a leader in the insurance industry and was the first black actuary in the United States. He was an advocate for African American economic development and served as an officer in various business and insurance associations. In national politics, he was an advisor to Presidents Truman, Eisenhower, Johnson and Carter--advocating for civil rights and economic development for black Americans. He participated in several White House conferences and was appointed to a number of presidential committees. Notably, he was a member of U. S. delegations to the UNESCO conference in New Delhi, India in 1956, and to the inauguration of Liberian President William V. S. Tubman in 1957. On the local level Spaulding was a civic leader and devoted member of the White Rock Baptist Church.

The Spaulding papers are comprised of personal and professional correspondence, speeches, photographs, clippings, awards, printed material, and business and legal papers relating to Asa Spaulding's numerous business, religious, civic, educational and political interests. The collection is particularly rich in documentation about political and community development in Durham, North Carolina.

Complementing the materials on Asa Spaulding is material concerning his wife, Elna Bridgeforth Spaulding. A civic leader in her own right, Elna Spaulding founded and served as president of Women-In-Action for the Prevention of Violence and Its Causes, a community development and charitable organization in Durham. She was elected to two terms on the Durham County Board of Commissioners, served on numerous boards, and was active in such organizations as the Durham Day Care Council, Lincoln Community Health Center, Duke Medical Center, North Carolina Central Museum of Art, and local chapters of The Links, Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, and the National Council of Negro Women. The Spaulding papers also contain genealogical materials about the Bridgeforth and Spaulding families, and include information about the Spauldings' family life with their five children.

I guess some things are in the genes; over the summer I participated in a video, "The Spaulding Legacy and Oral History Project" on the history of the family, including the extended branches (see screen caps). Many family members are involved in some kind of community service, serve in public office, are in education, etc., so they wanted to capture the oral history of elders, in particular. Fun fact: I am somehow related to author and entrepreneur Stedman Graham, (better-known as Oprah's current/former?! BF). I've not met him.

Oh, you may be wondering...with the whole insurance company family business stuff, whether I'm the recipient of any largesse. The answer would be no -- and there's no giant inheritance awaiting me either, lol. I've never been particularly close to this side of the family (unpleasant,complicated divorces can do that), but I owe it to Mr. E to let him know what his legacy is on this side of the fence, since I won't be around forever, and my brother Tim, who is 5 years my junior, doesn't know much about Durham and family history.

OK, enough gabbing; here's the quick tour of some of the landmarks in Durham that were part of my childhood, certainly not comprehensive at all, but I mean come on, you'll fall asleep if it's too long...

Left: the home I grew up in until about 5, in East Durham, south of the Durham Freeway (the construction of which destroyed much of the black business district and residences). The house on the right was the last home we lived in prior to the abrupt move to NYC. Long story. Have to explain that one to E. someday.

 
In Central Durham, the black historic Hayti district, a street bears my family's name; only a few blocks away is the home of my grandparents (right). I remember spending many a Sunday visiting and watching, of all things, Face the Nation. No Barney, Smurfs, the Wiggles or Disney Channel back then for little Pam. Politics from day 1.

 
Left: Where I spent K-6 - Immaculata Catholic School in downtown. I later went to public school -- Pearsontown Junior High in southern Durham (it's now an elementary school), and then we moved to NY. Right: One of the many Liggett & Myers tobacco buildings in downtown, all eventually abandoned in the 90s, and later renovated (some still undergoing change) into business and residential use. I work in one of the first warehouses that was renovated, Brightleaf Square.

 
NC Mutual building, just up the hill from Brightleaf Square on Chapel Hill St. I was a baby when it opened. There's a photo out there somewhere of me at the building's dedication in the 60s, held aloft by then-VPOTUS Hubert Humphrey. 


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

My Durham News column: Our Disability Challenge

A snippet from this month's column on how disabilities are viewed by the public, and how the City is handling compliance with the Americans With Disabilities Act.
How are we doing in the Bull City in terms of the ADA? The City of Durham Web site says it will "make all reasonable modifications to city facilities to ensure that people with disabilities have an equal opportunity to enjoy all City programs, services, and activities." In terms of physical disabilities, that includes what most of us notice around us each day – carving curb cuts into sidewalks at intersections, providing buses that "kneel" to accommodate wheelchair access, and providing access to information and services for residents with speech, hearing and/or vision impairments.

In 2005, as a result of a complaint that several city-owned facilities constructed after 1992 did not met ADA Standards, including the Durham Bulls Athletic Park and Stadium, City Hall, the Carolina Theatre/Cinema, and several city parking facilities, an agreement was reached with the federal government to remedy the situation. The city requested and received an extension and projects full compliance by December 2010.

For people with "invisible," not-always-readily apparent disabilities (diabetes, hearing impairment, mental illness, etc.), the issue of what the public perceives as a disability versus the reality of what constitutes disability still represents a wide cultural gap, despite the ADA being in place for almost 20 years.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Bloggers honored at 2009 Courage Awards - The NYC Anti-Violence Project

The 2009 Courage Awards were an inspiring event, and it was humbling to be honored as one of the citizen journalists (the glamour word for bloggers, don'tcha know, since we didn't have PJs on). For an organization that handles calls 24/7 in support of those who need some place to turn to when they are the victim of bias crimes, the NYC Anti-Violence Project should be hailed for its essential work for the community.

NYC AVP Courage Awards Blogger Acceptance Speech

Bil Browning (The Bilerico Project), Joe Jervis (Joe.My.God.), Andy Towle (Towleroad), and Pam Spaulding (Pam's House Blend). Award presented by Michelangelo Signorile.

As prepared, November 9, 2009 (Andy Towle); delivered by Pam Spaulding.


Because crimes against LGBT people are seldom reported on a national basis, and covered mostly in local papers, if at all, we have a valuable opportunity to raise awareness about how severe and widespread these crimes are, and the frequency at which they occur. As one of the few forums, and perhaps the most effective, that exist right now to communicate these crimes to other gay people and our heterosexual allies, we can inspire them to take action.

We will never stop standing up for my fellow LGBT citizens when they are struck down by hate, and never ease the pressure on those who would choose to strike us down, whether by words or by fists. Whether it be a young trans woman in Colorado referred to as "it" by a lover she thought she trusted and struck down in a rage, or a bar goer who beats a gay man with his fist to the surface of a parking lot late at night after a night of drinking in South Carolina, or a man who decides he doesn't like the look of a lesbian couple in Provincetown so he decides to push them through a plate glass window, or two deadbeats in Laramie, Wyoming who decide to mete justice on a young gay man by beating him and leaving him to die on a frigid fence, we will continue to report each and every story.

We are humbled and challenged by the ability to communicate the amount of information we have regarding hate crimes to such a wide audience, and we will continue to be vigilant in my continuing coverage of violence against the LGBT community. It's a vigilance that would not be possible without my fellow bloggers Andy, Joe, and Bil. We cast a wide net and I am proud to be honored alongside them.
Also honored this evening was Pulitzer Prize-winning playwright Tony Kushner, who delivered a humorous, engaging speech (I'll have the transcript soon).

 



BTW, Tony Kushner also delivers wonderful spontaneous bear hugs, since I was almost tackled by him while I was videotaping actor B.D. Wong as he was finishing up his intro just before presenting the award to Kushner. (reason: he was enthusiastic after the acceptance speech (mostly written by Andy Towle, btw) I delivered. You can catch the amusing POV bowl-over on the right as my camera tilts wildly; on the left is B.D. Wong's introduction.

 



One of the highlights of the evening for me was to have my pic taken with B.D. Wong since Kate and I are addicts of L&O: SVU. I managed to get two shots with him, one before and one after I delivered the acceptance speech for the group. Those shots are below the fold. 



But of course I wasn't the only fan...(Joe and Bil joined in the fun as well):

 



The full image and video gallery is here. A slideshow:

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The NYC Anti-Violence Project's Courage Awards is just around the corner...

It's coming up soon! Tickets are available. Hopefully, given my health issues, I will survive the airplane trip in one piece in order to receive this distinguished award.

The New York City Anti-Violence Project (AVP) will hold its 13th Annual Courage Awards on Monday, November 9, 2009 at the W New York Ballroom at 541 Lexington Avenue, New York. The evening includes cocktails and a chefs' tasting and a program featuring the award presentation.

At this year’s event, AVP has the privilege of honoring Pulitzer Prize winning playwright Tony Kushner, author of Angels in America: A Gay Fantasia on National Themes and The Intelligent Homosexual's Guide to Capitalism and Socialism With a Key to the Scriptures, for his truthful and cutting edge political writing and analysis; Weblog creators Bil Browning (The Bilerico Project), Joe Jervis (Joe.My.God.), Pam Spaulding (Pam's House Blend) and Andy Towle (Towleroad), in recognition of the impact of LGBTQH weblogs have made in the fight for civil rights and against violence in our communities; and Clifford Chance US LLP, for their commitment to lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, queer and HIV-affected (LGBTQH) rights and extensive work on behalf of the communities AVP serves.

Date: Monday, November 9, 2009

Location: W New York Ballroom at 541 Lexington Avenue, New York

Time: 7pm-9pm (VIP reception starting at 6pm)